Places of Privilege

“After six days Jesus took Peter, James and John with Him and led them up a high mountain where they were all alone.” (Mark 9:2 NIV)

I hit yet another speed bump of disappointment earlier this week. It seems that has been the roadmap of most amid the pandemic: disappointment piled upon disappointment. While some disappointments are far more jarring than others, I don’t want to make light of anyone’s loss. Loss is loss and it demands to be dealt with.

When I hit low spots in life’s road, I run to the Father. I’m realizing more and more, He can handle with my disappointment. He can’t deal with my hiding. So with this latest letdown, I sat in the sanctuary of His presence, poured out my truth and waited for His response. He’s so faithful, I didn’t have to wait too long. This unassuming scripture lit up, leapt off the page and into my heart.

2020 has left many people lonely. Social distancing, the cancellation of everything and the current political culture has isolated most of us. I’m not immune; I’m probably the most social person I know. Staying home, staying apart is hard for me.

But when I turned to this text, Jesus reminded me that climbing the mountain alone with Him is a privilege, not a punishment.

Consider the three disciples: Peter, James and John. This is Jesus’ inner circle, invite to ascend the mountain of presence. There were nine left behind, this was a privilege not offered to most. But realize also, this privilege came at a cost. The three disciples left the world behind; they abandoned the comfort, connection and convenience of ordinary life. It was an uphill climb, unaided by modern mountain-climbing equipment. A physical toll had to be paid to reach a spiritual apex.

Yet, what did they see when they reached the peak? They alone bore witness to the transfiguration of the Son of God. They saw Jesus as He really was. They took notes on the meeting of Moses, Elijah and the Messiah. Their experience on that mountain impacted their ministry from that day forward. Their perspective of Jesus was altered, never again could they reduce Him to mere man. This experience stuck with them. Decades later, Peter put pen to paper and let us know he still recalled the glory of God.

“For we did not follow cleverly devised stories when we told you about the coming of our Lord Jesus Christ in power, but we were eyewitnesses of His majesty.” (2 Peter 1:16 NIV)

The mountaintop with Jesus was isolating but significant. Costly but invaluable. Challenging but life changing.

Lay your pandemic experience across this scripture. Recognize that Jesus has invited us into a private worship scenario with Him. Set apart from the pace of the modern world. Perhaps even holy. Some have turned Him down: choosing instead to self-medicate, distract or entertain away their opportunity. What have you selected? Are you willing to climb the mountain with Him? Have you made it most of the way, but now you’re ready to quit? To turn around and climb down?

Jesus reframed this pandemic experience for me this week. It is a privilege to go to high, lonely places with Him. We are in a rare window of opportunity, and it will close. Jesus and His inner circle eventually came down off that mountain and returned to regular life. But Peter, James and John got to carry that moment with them the rest of their lives.

I’ve made my decision. I’m recognizing this mountain climb as a once-in-lifetime opportunity to see Jesus differently. I’m letting Him alter my perspective and I’m hoping to hang on to this vision of His glory for the rest of my story.

“Suddenly, when they looked around, they no longer saw anyone with them except Jesus.” (Mark 9:2 NIV)

Lord, please reframe our perspective as only You can. This pandemic can serve as a healthy reduction, aligning our lives more closely with You. Move us from resentment to gratitude. We want to walk in ever-deepening intimacy with You. Amen.